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having a conversation with a friend i came to some odd thoughts about sanity. here is my slung together theory:


brian youngblood: insanity, in a sense could be described as the morality of that person in some sense disapearing causing everything to feel the same, killing people.. cooking a steak its all the same to them. no happy no sad. to live is to spend time after time expiriencing events that numb the sensees. each heartbreak the feelings of pain lessen. each time dealing ...

just to be clear, this entry has nothing to do with the administration of codecall. i have no issues with the admin/moderation here, and in fact ive been very impressed by the actions of our moderators here, specifically WingedPanther who responded quite diplomatically when dealing with a possible troll.

but this is aside from the point.

Recently i returned to a forum i had long forgotten about, and found the forum quite dead. i began posting creating new topics and ...

today, like yesterday, like the day before, for the past three weeks ive spent looking for a job. not just any job, a brainless job in which i will be using my back more then my brain. why? because i flunked out of college. i didnt see the value in it. sure i wanted to work in the IT field but it was a dream, and dreaming is easy. to dream you have to be asleep, and nothing gets done while sleeping. i went through semester after semester of failure destroying my self esteem and giving me an issue ...

Runescape is a Fantasy based massive multi player online role playing game.
http://runescape.com/

i learned many things from this game, but nothing like "hard work pays off".

Runescape in a nutshell is repetitive motion decided by mouse clicks. sounds boring right? millions disagree. why? because runescape has different methods of making users believe their having fun.

First ones free
just like a good drug dealer, the first few ...

A long time ago, a fishermans son asked his father what the ocean was. his father explained...
"its a huge body of water full of interesting fish! its an amazing place il take you there someday"

As years past the young boy became a man, at his fathers passing he decides he will go out into the world and find the ocean. so he packs himself provisions and goes on his way.two days pass and the young man finds a lake larger then any body of water he had ever seen. "this ...